Someone told me I write better when there's emotion behind it. I think it's because I like to build shields around me and pretend I'm independant, I don't care and that no one can hurt me. So maybe I think of this blog as a shield. It's an interesting concept, purely because it makes me think of knights in shining armour, which is fun. However, I think I've reached a point today where the blog shield I've built just isn't thick enough for someone who usually refuses to talk about feelings. A blog is a good outlet and maybe one day in the future, I won't even think and just blog.